Let me feel what I feel for you whatever mood I may be in.
Let me hate you when I do not get my way.
I will come back when I get over it and love you again.
Do not be appalled by my many feelings towards you.
It is a way of me being real to myself.
How can I know what I really feel for you if I have never tried hating you?
Try being me. I have to deal with all you put me through so I go into deep thought…
I see if it is what I want, wonder if there is anything better for me, consider the alternatives of exploring my options and yet I still come up with feeling the same way I did before I went into deep thought, mute and blinded by what I feel for you.
When I feel mute, how do I tell you how much I care?
When I am blinded, how do you make it clear enough to see things your way?
Enlighten the path that leads me to understand you better.
Darken the trail that traps me in my thoughts of hating you.
Contain me in the route to loving the every emotion that puts me in tune, deep into the blood, in my veins, of my heart that beats to my every thought of loving you.
I have exhausted myself letting you think I do not care.
So, let me feel what I feel for you. Let me love you.